It takes a village!

There is a reason why my blog says; " A thing called life and a worried me". I stay being worried about Life! Recently I had a bad day like a really bad day. I don't remember having that bad a day maybe because this bad day made all the others in the past seem like a piece of cake. Almost like how you think 3 finals in a day is bad until you have to study for the MCAT and all of a sudden the finals seemed like a breeze...Not that I had to take the MCAT or anything LOL I've just heard stories.

So back to the tragedy of that one day....I was at rock bottom and I felt stuck and I kept saying to myself you are still too young to be stuck, suffocated in your own life. So I freaked out major and as usual I turned to my village. I knew what I should know, I kept telling myself what I needed but it still didn't register. But my village had me! They made it stick, they made me understand it's okay and there are better days ahead I just have to make it past the now. Well put, it does not get worse than this so the only opportunities after this will be better, great and a perfect fit. It took a thousand tears, conversations, wine and gospel music to get past this one. As I write this, I'm not fully over my depression but I am also not where I was yesterday which is good. Progress!

I know all of this seems a lot vague but hopefully y'all get the picture. I thought my world was ending pretty much and I was going to be a bum for the rest of my life. To anyone going through anything at any given time, it's okay to take a day and sob (in fact wail) and stay in the dark BUT let it only be a day and then you need to get back up on your feet and suck it up and work towards the light. Crying may relieve the stress but it will not solve your problems. Belie you me!  It also helps to talk or write about it. I like to think I'm a strong hard-hearted person but even we have our days. Lol! So it's okay! And if you have nobody my email is somewhere on this blog (yeah in contacts). Reach out to me and believe me I got you! I've been through my own share of struggles.

It took a village to raise me so it is but normal that it will take a village to keep me afloat. To my village who stand behind and catch me before I fall, thank you is not enough for all your love. For the times that you stopped me from feeling half myself, the times when you call my BS out (my twin majors in this literally), for when you remind me of the good in me, for not getting tired of my whining (Major key cause I do this a lot) and for every good word. I'll just keep praying that the good Lord blesses you all because in so doing he is blessing me too. Y'all are THEE MVPs.

Flip your hair and shrug the worries away

Ya deserve this if you made it to the end :)

                                                       
                                                                  Peace&Love CeeTee